Since the moment of your conception, your existance has been secondary to the chaos that is our life. I’m very sorry. We really love you and are very excited to see you. You have already blessed and enriched our lives in a time I wouldn’t have imaged a baby to do so. I know you will continue to be a blessing in our family.
I’m sorry that I haven’t been the mother for you that I had for your brother. I haven’t been as rested or relaxed, I haven’t been as good at following that diet or getting my exercise. I have only nine more weeks before you’re here. I know it won’t make up for the previous weeks and months of neglect, but I commit myself to you right now.
This time is about being ready for you. I will do it right. I love you.