Re-Affirmation

I’m doing well, but the dark side is always so close to the surface.  I feel really good about things, and I am very excited for whatever is coming up next, but sometimes these doubts creep up … the economy is scary, …  we’ve been here before, … what if it really does take as long to get a job as it did last time?

What helps silence all those demons is faith.  I do know that we are going to be fine.  I do know that the next job will finally be better than everything else, that we’ll finally have enough to pay our bills without feeling like we’re playing the lottery.  I do know that it was time to get out of that job.  I know that this is the best way to ensure good recommendations from the former employer, that this was the only way.  I know that this is a really good thing.  

I don’t know what the future is, nor how long it will take us to get there, but I am excited.  All those doubts can hide in the shadows for another few hours, I am going to dream of a job that pays enough that we can finally start to put money toward retirement.

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2 thoughts on “Re-Affirmation

  1. You are the best writer ever! I love how you express yourself. My thoughts and prayers are with your family. I am sending you positive affirmations in hopes of landing the “perfect” job! love, April

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